le shai.. pnat gle!

Assalamualaikum sume! hey!

Ive just got back frm J.B. and it was so tiring!!!

extremely exhausted k!

Ye ar gi sane pon bukan saje saje je..

utk assignment Business Development..

Lg pon kat jb pon nk buat ape sangat kat sane..

Bleh lah chill sket2 ngn member2 sume.

Patotnye ari isnin semalam..

aku celebr8 birthday my best fren.. nora

kat melawati.. tp nk buat camane.

xpelah dah wish n sing happy b'day kat die thru phone.

ok lah tu. hehe..

And not to forget..

Time tgh buat keje kat sane.. rite afta dinner

Aku prasan message kat enset aku..

(baru terase enset aku ade function time tu coz ade 2mesej masok.. kalo x senyap je)

bukak je mesej.. first text sounds familiar..

but the 2nd one like "is it real"

dah lame kot tis person x contact ngn aku..

aku faham situasi die.. hp rosak but still..

I was like "stunned.. terdiam jap.."

informed yg die contactable again..

(mesej ni dah lame masok tp xprasan)

then i called that person straight after..

ckp sorry aku xprasan mesej die..

die pon ade bitau nk jumpe coz bulan 3 ni die nk pegi plkn dah...

so i said im free this weekend.

Hmm in my own rational thought..

It is good back to be friend again..

Huh..

Rase cam cpt gle mase bergerak..

cam rase baru je hari ahad arini..

padehal dah selase dah..

byk gak lah activity buat kat sane..

nnt aku citer.. xlarat nk citer sgt..

ngn pics sume skali aku letak..

aku edit sket2 dlu..

K nnt aku upload pic n citer sket2 aktiviti aku kat sane.

3 Days Out

Hey Fella!

Just Want to inform to all of you here that I am not going to be around for 3-days

Im going to Johor Bahru for my assignment

So wish me safe on my journey!

Amor,

-cyfulnizam-


(yup.. im such a poyo-rist.. dah la follower sume aku block b4 tis.. BUT i know there are secret readers)

boycott?? try lah!!!

yo korg sume!

let me start with more in manners.
hi! how are you?

im doing just fine today. wanna know why.. coz i woke up at 3 o'clock on the afternoon.
haha. terbaik kan? tido kol 6 pagi kot.. plus a very nice dream..
mane leh bitau aku mimpi ape.. tp terbaik ar.. (bukan yg dirty2 .. not my things k)
mmg dah lame nk tggu mimpi cam tu.. tak sangka plak dpt.. (may b the person dat ive dreamt last nite not around this time.. it made things juz got easier..)
ape2 je lah pasal mimpi tu..
mimpi je pon.

Panjang plak small talk kte td..
Haa.. aku tido kol 6pg sbb mlm tu aku kuar ngn member2 umah plus ktorg punye fix guest.
Sblm kuar rumah tu aku tgk ONE IN A MILLION 3. Bukak je channel 8tv tu tgk Tomok (leteyh ar) tgh nyanyi lagu Faizal Tahir.. tp ok gak ar die nyanyi skrg.. Syafinaz ckp "sengau yg sy xsuke tu dah hilang".

Abis je OIAM .. mowk (fix guest ktorg) tron tanye aku...

"Mowk: Nizam kau nk ikot ktorg x mkn?"

"Aku: kat ne?"

"Mowk: xtau lagi.. tanye bai die arrange"

"Aku: ohh.. bleh gak"

Then I fetched my sweater, keys and phone.. then go straight to the car..
Bai bleh main2 kejar2 plak ngn Anip.. nyorok kt dlm longkang lah..
ape jadah lah...
Ramai gak lah yg ikot smlm: Mowk, Anip, Azfa, Apiz, Aku n Bai.
Sumbat je sume dlm kete Mowk.
(tgh tak tau ni nk gi mane)... tp dah setengah jln dah bleh agak gi mane..
cam menuju ke McD sek 8 je ni.. hmm YE AR TU!
mmg ke sane smlm.. pastu Anip bersuare..

"Anip: boycott McD wei" (nk order ape ea jap lg)

"Aku: Ye ar tu kau Anip! (poyo je aritu kononnye satu meal satu peluru.. on ur footlah wei)"

Park je kete... Jln tgk kete aku suke BMW 5s
so aku ckp ar "Apak die!!!"..
Apiz plak bersuare..

"Apiz: ape tu nizam?"

"Aku: haa? ....hmm tu singakatan Bapak Die!"

"Apiz: Bapak sape plak ni? Adoi nizam ni"

"Aku: aku gune words tu ble nmpk something mesmerizing.. terpegun..(adoi saje je apiz ni padehal die mesti tau nye)

"Apiz: Ohh.. camne? Apakkk Die!!"

"Aku: Haa.. ye ar tu!"

Masuk je McD nmpk.. nmpk penuh manusie2 sume kt c2.. yg tgh study pon ade.
Boycott? xbleh jln lah..

"Mowk: kau jage tpt. nk order ape?"

"Aku: Ok! Hmmm nk order.....ermmm.. jap lg aku gi counter"

Then kat counter pon still xtau nk order ape.. dah lame kot xmkn McD.. boycott lah katekan so cam blurr lagi..
tetibe mulot aku ckp.."set double cheese burger medium" padehal nk mkn big mac..
Mowk kuar kan RM100 byr sume meal ktorang.. Die blanje malam tu!!! die mmg pemurah dr dulu lagi.. kalau die murah rezeki je.. mesti blanje kwn2 die sume.. dah 2 tahun plak kenal die.
tgh sedap... tp semase di kaunter..

"Apiz: Biar aku amik SAMBAL.."

(sesi bahan bermule)

"Anip: Amik ape piz? (hahaha^%&$%^$"^&*)

"Aku: Xpe.. nnt kite cicah cekodok (nugget) ni ngn sambal ea piz.

Pas abis lepak kat dlm McD.. lepak kat luar plak for ciggy session..
then Tam, Wafi ngn Aj pon join.. umah diorg dekat je..
Since sume xde idea plan ape2 mlm.. ktorg lepak umah sek 8..
Bergelak berhibur kat c2 sampai kol 5pg...


Apiz tgh cicah cekodok ngn sambal..

kami sederet...

"JASAMU KAMI HARGAI MOWK!!! TERIMA KASIH MOWK!!!"

HuH...tAhLa

hola semue!!! (friends, strangers, ...whoever it is... i know there are people read my blog but refuse to follow.. hehe.. suke hati lah korg..xkesah pon).

let me flash back... hmm. i havent updated my blog since 3-days ago..
tu ar.. nk ckp bz x ar.. tp malas nk gi cc.. kat umah sewe ni xde internet.. kalo blk umah parent baru ade... tp kalo aku update pon xde mende sgt pon aku nk citer kat korg..
just the same routine all over again..

harini xde mood sgtlah.. xtau lah nape..
rase cam kosong je...
I miss my frens kat kl sgt....
(nora, aha, zaim..... aku rindu gle kat korg!!!)
tp may b this week xdpt blk kot..
coz hari jumaat ni ade dinner utk A.D. kolej..
pastu hari ahad ni kene gi trip kat johor.. nusajaya ngn ptp.
utk assignment B.D... adoi...
XDE MOOD nk gi sane eventho ramai2 ngn budak kelas sume..
tahlahh..

dah lah presentation B.D. haritu cam gampang je aku...
memanglah lecturer puji my presentation (klam kabot gak sbnrnye aku)..
but member group aku yg lain.. cam rase bersalah kat diorg
put most of the task kat diorg..
xpelah major issue.. aku participate lebeyh..
aku nk lead.


asyik teringat kan sumthing dat i shouldnt remember lately..
may b i havent found the things dat i want yet..
n may b i felt pressure with the environment around me..

i miss being treated nicely n attentively...
n i miss the shoulderdat i used to cry on...
xpelah sume dah xde.. i accept it..

hurmmm... at least i can throw my thought n feeling here!

k cao!

-cyfulnizam-

Tgh rajin harini..tp

Hey kawan2!
even to my anonymous readers!
sape yg bace blog aku dah kire kawan aku dah eventho virtually.

harini sy kan xbz sangat. so mood sy harini okay dan cerie =)
hehehe. (bace cite kanak2 ke ape aku ni)
ye ar smlm dah bertungkus lumus siapkan kerja utk harini..
so arini sy pon free.. weeeeee!

walaupon tido pukol 5 pagi...
(buat keje smpai kol 3.30pg je tp pastu lepak mamak ngn apiz n bai sampai 5 pg)
ye ar lepak mamak coz penat kot.. nk release kan otak sket. mamak pon jd lah.

bangun kol 7.50pg.. kelam kabut lah siap2 sume nk gi kelas..
ye ar mane bleh lambat coz kelas pagi ngn Mama Gee kte.
kalo lambat kang membebel plak mama ktorg.
berjage semalaman pon nk siapkan keje yg die suoh buat.
bagoslah lecturer tu.. caring sgt! We all luv u MaMa Gee!!!

tp ble time dah siap sume..
pelik lak nape azfa ngn gbot x tron bwh lg
pegi lah cek kat atas..
last2 tgk azfa terlantar lg smbl manje2 pegang bantal.
tanyelah die.

"Aku: Azfa nape xsiap lg?"

"Azfa: (muke blurr) laaa.. nizam xdpt mesej ke?"

"Aku: Mesej ape?"

"Azfa: Arini xde kelas gee lah nizam....(sambung tdo)"

"Aku: Ohh....(dlm hati-wtf%$#%^^&%^&^$$^%$^%^$@)"


So aku tron la bwh blk ngn rase terkedu sket..
coz dah lah tdo lambat smate2 nk siap kan keje.
pastu kelas MaMa Gee xde plak.. adoi.
dah siap pakai baju wangi2 sume ni.
Dapat tahu pon lambat...hurmm
xleh nk slhkan sape2 coz diorg pon baru dpt tau..
Inilah jd ble time aku rajin sgt..

Tp pukol 2 aku ade kelas I.B.
So pg lah kelas tu arini.
Sampai je kelas tu.. elektrik plak cam puk*m*k
jap ade jap xde..
then lecturer pon decide kelas cancel..
"AKU TGH RAJIN KOT NK GI KELAS ARINI"
slalunye aku kan malas...

Tp xpelah..
aku ngn member group B.D aku pon decide nk discuss utk presentation esk..
tp tgh hari tu aku ade mesej ngn Mira (junior)

Aku: Mira kau kat ne?

Mira: Aku kat luar tgh isi munyak kereta.

Aku: Kalo kau kat kolej ingat nk ajak lepak (sementare tggu kelas)

Mira: Next kelas kol brape?

Aku: kol 2.

Mira: samelah. kau nk blk ngn aku x?

.................lame sket baru reply coz tetibe kwn aku tego suoh bincang B.D.
pas2 masuk kelas I.B. then kelas cancel.. sambung mesej.

Aku: Mira aku dah abis kelas. kat hostel skrg tgh discuss assignment.. Nnt sampailah.

Mira: Ape yg sampai?

Aku: (adoi minah ni.. tu pon x paham) Dtgla hostel pas kau abis kelas.

...........then Mira abis kelas text aku yg tgh melalut2 ngn group aku kat meeting room.

Mira: Hostel lg?

Aku: A'ah dcni lg.

Mira: Settle dah ke?

Aku: Udah dong.

.........lebeyh kurang 10 minit cam2 mira pon sampai fetch aku kat hostel then die tanye lg..

"Mira: nk pg lepak ke?"

"Aku: a'ah. jom ar. awal lg"

"Mira: minom mane?"

"Aku: Fariz lah. kau pon dah bwk kete kau menuju ke c2. aku pon blom mkn lg."

"Mira: oh ok.. oh kau blom mkn lg"

pas2 gi fariz. tgk apehal lah plak rest fariz ni xde letrik.. xbyr bil ke ape.. xpelah makan je lah.
huha huha seketika ngn mira (cite pasal anonymous mane tah kol mira suoh buat cupcake) kat fariz.. then sambung lagi kat dlm kete dpn umah aku..

Thnx Mira 4 the ride =)

pas2 blk aku x ingat aku buat ape.. tdo kot.. hehe.

Esok presentation Business Development- 2nd minor issue.
xprepare sgt pon... sbb ape?
SBB sibok nk tulis blog harini. hehe.
K lah kawan2 sume. Take care u all!!
tata!

-end-

xoxo
-cyfulnizam-

muahxxxx (lebeyh sket arini)

weekend n bla bla...

hola readers!
today is just another boring day at home. same thing goes around.
bgn pukol 1 ptg, makan, tgk tv, tdo... n bla bla.. writing this blog.. haih

oh my fucking day!!!
then kene siapkan keje.. arghhhhh!!!!!!

i just want to go out!!!
padehal malam td kuar ngn nora pg jj w.maju..(naik muak jln2 kat area w.maju ni)
pastu lepak kat desa view ngn a'ar, zaim sume sampai kol 3.30 pg.
tp boring siot routine cam2 tiap2 hujung minggu.
tp kalau nk kuar siang2 xde sape yg free..

kol zaim die ckp "haa..aa.. aku tdo lah tepul"
kol a'ar die ckp "tepul..aku kat umah aunty aku ni.."
kol nora die ckp "laa tepul aku tgh buat keje ngn keno.."

haih.hurm.

RELAX AR!!!

Heyyyy!!! im back again!!!
yup almost afta a whole week i didnt write anything in my blog..
quite bz this week.. xde maselah nk tulis ape2 sgt..

this week..has been a very bz week. im extremely fatigue! huh.
dah lah nk tido pon xlene.. xtaulah.. panas gle kan malam2 lately?
biaselah umah aku manede aircond.. mmg bahang.

pas cuti thaipusam tu aku blk bangi mmg byk keje nk buat..
time cuti biaselah lupe keje ape yg kene buat... ni ade keje lg ni nk kene buat..
masok kelas je blurr2.. especially kelas invest haritu.. aku xgi kelas ari jumaat lepas..
masok je kelas tu jd blurr.. apelah miss arfah ni ajar.. adoi.. sape suoh ponteng lg..kan?
hari khamis plak ade test selling.. so mlm sblm test tu.. cam biase baru nk bother bukak2 bace buku selling.. chapter 1-5.. agak pening2 kot nk kene ingat byk2!!
dahlah time buat test x sempat nk buat sume.. xcukop mase kot!! sakit hati!!!
assignment selling hari isnin ni nk kene hantar.. xbuatpe lg.. hari selase plak presentation BD utk second minor issue.. xprepare ape pon lg kot.. caye x? aduih!!!

skrg dah blk kl dah.. esk blk bangi plak
stil xprogress ape2 pon..
siang2 tido..tgk tv..
mlm2 lepak ngn member2 kat umah ni...
apelah nk jd ngn aku ni....
tuhan selamatkanlah aku.. keluarkanlah hamba mu dr alam kemalasan...amin