in nature, out of hands

Hola!
I'm juz not sure wether I still hv readers or not..
doesnt matter..
Today makes me feel want to write sumthing here..

Ive started my day with woke up around 5pm..
my boss (best fren..currently working with her) calling me to come to work..

Lady Boss: Tepul kau dh bgn blom?
me: dah bgn ar ni blom mandi jer..
Lady Boss: Kau siap skrg aku amik kau..
me: kene bukak kedai ke arini

So i took a quick shower..
Wear juz anything frm my closet.
and ready..
right on time my lady boss had arrived..

Lady Boss: Arini kte nk bukak kdai ke xnk ar tepul?
me: laa abis tu yg kau pggl ak nape?
Lady Boss: jom kte gi pasar mlm.
me: ikut je la kau.

At the end.. we didnt open our stall today..
I think its been 3days in-a-row we didnt open our stall.
Oh i think I hvnt told u guys yet..
Actually ..recently Im helping my best fren with her trial business which is a burger stall.. she cant do it all by herself.. so ive decided to help her instead of wasting time doin nuttin during tis semester end...

My day wasnt end there..
While my father and i were busy talking about business..
Ive received such an immature and annoying text frm a fren..
It was silly and full of crap accusition..
He was blaming me for his fault..
and suddenly called me menyibuk..
I was like.. haaa wut on earth is he thinking???
I dun ask u anything.. u told me the issue in a sudden..
and suddenly called me menyibuk?
haaa..?

If u intend to keep it pvt, juz keep it to urself or make it clear to second person to keep it silent..
The small thing like that may seem private to u.. but to others the small things like that may not seems like it to them bcoz they dunno wut is actually goin on..
So make it clear..
Dun juz jump into conclusion..by accusing others
and OVER-EXAGGERATE..

Actually nobody is interested about ur story..
but urself hv made it such a huge deal..
tell this person that person..many persons..
(wether u realize it or not u r actually selling ur story by doing so)
and make a twist in the drama..
when people talk about it..
ure goin like crazy..blame tis person dat person..
at the end of the day..
whose fault anyway?
think about it..

SATU PESANAN UNTUK SEMUA..APE-APE YG TERJADI KAT DIRI KITE SAMADE BAIK ATAU BURUK SEMUANYE KITE KENE LIHAT DAN BERBALIK PADA DIRI KITE SENDIRI..MESTI ADE BAIK DAN SILAP PADA DIRI KITE YG MEMBUATKAN SESUATU PERKARA itu TERJADI...JGN KITE ASYIK LIHAT KESALAHAN ORG LAIN JE.

3.72

wuts up reader!
firstable i juz want to say I am rarely online lately..
Probably there are so many things to do instead of sitting alone in my room and writing a blog.

Life juz great lately. I am absolutely live life to the fullest. Almost quite likely. haha. Thnx to all my friends (Nora, Zaim, A'ar n others) for making my sem end so blooming..

Oh not to forget the amount above is my recent and last GPA in my Diploma of Business Study at KPTM Bangi.

Well Im not showing off my result. but just for my classmates information. sumtimes I dun hv enough credit to reply text. So how bout write it in my blog.

Alhamdulillah I've already graduated from dip after not-so-long not-so-short 3 years of sweet n sour experience in college.

HAPPY 19TH, Saiful Nizam!!!

Kepada mamat yg gambar kat atas ni (SAIFUL NIZAM BAHARIN aka Toek, Nizam Bruckheimer.. Ijam, Epol etc).. kembar name aku..aku nk ucapkan selamat menyambut tahun yg ke-19 hidup kat dunie ni!!!. haha. ye kte mmg suke bile umor kte bertambah satu tahun lebih tua.. so enjoy ur 19 b4 it turns 20!! no more teen meyh time tu =P

xoxo
-cyfulnizam-

exam hibernation..

wishing gud to all my fella!
juz want to mention that im in examination mode..
but it's not like i dun have time for leisure..
i still have lots of time for my leisure (there are gap bet papers)
but i dun really hv mood for it..
since this is my final sem for my dip..
so ive got to work a lil bit harder to ensure I'll pass to grad..
i will be finished my exam on 10 May 2009..

WISH ME ALL THE BEST FELLA!!!

love ya

xoxo

-cyfulnizam-

legaaa!!!

finally!
berakhirlah sume assessmnt aku!!
tggl final exam je..

to all my colleagues..
my group..
fella..
MUCHO GRACIAS!!!
PRESENT TO U MICHICO LATINO!

Closing Presentation..

WELCOME TO OUR MAJOR PRESENTATION

DEVELOPMENT OF TABUNG HAJI

TIME: 2PM

VENUE: BILIK TAYANGAN (LIBRARY)

KPTM BANGI

above shown a lil bit of our poster
yup 2morrow im going to present my last presentation in my diploma..

hopefully everything is going to turn juz fine..

to: Fida, Wawa, Zaty and Sya (as in picture above)
my group members..

I would like to wish a big thank u for all cooperation.

YEAY! WE'RE GOING TO NAIL IT TOMORROW!

WISH US ALL THE BEST!

what days? insomnia!!!

haha.
laugh at the title..
but firstable.. i like the song insomnia
by Wheesung (k-pop artist)
here is the lyric translated in english...


You know that I love you
Can’t you see my eyes
There’s only one, the real slow
The path that I’m running is love, love, love, love
But on that path, it’s all a trap, trap, trap, trap
The inescapable traps give my heart fear, fear, fear, fear
as if it’s a swamp, swallowing my courage
Little by little I’m becoming smaller
The bright facial expression on the disappearing face
I’m afraid that you’ll turn your back and ignore my confession
Laying my head on my needle-like worries
I pretend to sleep though I can’t
Because of the thoughts about you that are more life-like than dreams
In the end, I stay up all night

Feels like insomnia X4

Going on the path towards you even though it’s lonelylove, love, love, love
No matter how many times I fall
I’m going to get back up and keep goingbut, but, but, but
Watching you and not getting enough sleepI got sick, sick, sick, sick
If I can’t have your love then
I can’t get better forever, forever, forever, until i die
I’ll be waiting for your permission
No matter how many years,
how many lifetimesI’ll be existing for you
Laying my head on my needle-like worries
I pretend to sleep though I can’t
because of the thoughts about you that are more life-like than dreamsin the end,
I stay up all nightfeels like insomnia X4

This burning love
Even if it gets wet in the tears that fall like tears from the longing
It doesn’t grow cold
Everyday, I bite my lips
I pretend to sleep though I can’t
Because of the thoughts about you that are more life-like than dreams
In the end, I stay up all night
feels like insomnia X8



what days?
insomnia
yup the song sumhow related to what i feel n experience currently.
hmm.
dunno lah..
what days again?
hari2 yg gembira..
enjoy..sronok je..
then suddenly it has changed n gone..
the characteristic of one person has changed..
yup i know people change alot...
but i wish i could be in my position back to 10-days ago..
around 24-27 march 2009...
the way i was being treated during those days was so appreciated...
hmm.. quite nice lah in other words..
not only frm one person..
it could be anyone..
hehe.
but those enjoyable days have gone..
hmmm..
along with the characteristic of this one person..
yup.. back to as usual again...
which is this person treats me juz like others..
which is the "others" keep trying to test my temper..
sumtimes it is fun..
but too much it becomes annoying..
i juz wish these people could think..
that I juz need a normal and meaningful conversation..
rather than keep teasing and make fun of everything..
it is not wrong but if it's done all the time and all over again..
it becomes such a pathetic sounds..
dun u think so?
nvm...
im juz nobody anywhere..
for u.. im juz not worth to listen to..