what days? insomnia!!!

haha.
laugh at the title..
but firstable.. i like the song insomnia
by Wheesung (k-pop artist)
here is the lyric translated in english...


You know that I love you
Can’t you see my eyes
There’s only one, the real slow
The path that I’m running is love, love, love, love
But on that path, it’s all a trap, trap, trap, trap
The inescapable traps give my heart fear, fear, fear, fear
as if it’s a swamp, swallowing my courage
Little by little I’m becoming smaller
The bright facial expression on the disappearing face
I’m afraid that you’ll turn your back and ignore my confession
Laying my head on my needle-like worries
I pretend to sleep though I can’t
Because of the thoughts about you that are more life-like than dreams
In the end, I stay up all night

Feels like insomnia X4

Going on the path towards you even though it’s lonelylove, love, love, love
No matter how many times I fall
I’m going to get back up and keep goingbut, but, but, but
Watching you and not getting enough sleepI got sick, sick, sick, sick
If I can’t have your love then
I can’t get better forever, forever, forever, until i die
I’ll be waiting for your permission
No matter how many years,
how many lifetimesI’ll be existing for you
Laying my head on my needle-like worries
I pretend to sleep though I can’t
because of the thoughts about you that are more life-like than dreamsin the end,
I stay up all nightfeels like insomnia X4

This burning love
Even if it gets wet in the tears that fall like tears from the longing
It doesn’t grow cold
Everyday, I bite my lips
I pretend to sleep though I can’t
Because of the thoughts about you that are more life-like than dreams
In the end, I stay up all night
feels like insomnia X8



what days?
insomnia
yup the song sumhow related to what i feel n experience currently.
hmm.
dunno lah..
what days again?
hari2 yg gembira..
enjoy..sronok je..
then suddenly it has changed n gone..
the characteristic of one person has changed..
yup i know people change alot...
but i wish i could be in my position back to 10-days ago..
around 24-27 march 2009...
the way i was being treated during those days was so appreciated...
hmm.. quite nice lah in other words..
not only frm one person..
it could be anyone..
hehe.
but those enjoyable days have gone..
hmmm..
along with the characteristic of this one person..
yup.. back to as usual again...
which is this person treats me juz like others..
which is the "others" keep trying to test my temper..
sumtimes it is fun..
but too much it becomes annoying..
i juz wish these people could think..
that I juz need a normal and meaningful conversation..
rather than keep teasing and make fun of everything..
it is not wrong but if it's done all the time and all over again..
it becomes such a pathetic sounds..
dun u think so?
nvm...
im juz nobody anywhere..
for u.. im juz not worth to listen to..